Friday, August 18, 2017

Words of Wisdom

These are the words that I, or we must put in our minds.

Kaya mo yan!! Tama ka naman e baka nagmeet kayo for a purpose na matutunan nyang nakakapagod syang mahalin at sinayang nya yung love na inooffer mo sa kanya.
Also sayo, baka para malaman mo na ay ganun ka pala kaintense magmahal. Ngayon alam mo na san mo dapat bigyan ng limit.

For sure this time, mas nakilala mo na sarili mo pagdating sa love.

Isipin mo nalang na at least naexperience mo pano mahalin at ituring na girlfriend. Syempre diba tagal mo na ding naging single.

Syempre before may pagkaHopeless Romantic ka. Ngayon alam mo ng may mga gago talagang ready ka gaguhin kahit sobrang bait mo na sa kanila.

Thank you Treesha, you're always the best. I'm so blessed to have you as my friend talaga :)

Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Finally

From time to time I'm always searching.
A story that I perfectly dream.
That moment that I will start writing
All those mem'ries I want to redeem.

I waited years, months and days to love
Continued my life imperfectly,
Closed my eyes to the people in love
But still, I haven't found it freely.

I almost gave up, waited for luck,
that someone will just come my way, soon.
But universe wants me to be stuck.
Funny how I found myself to doomed.

I felt bored and then you just happened,
And that was the best bored experience.
My life started to change the way I never expected,
turned out meaningful glances and gestures.

I know this time I am falling in love.
After so many searches, it's you,
the one that I am waiting to come.
I wish that this will be my last search.

I admit that it happened too fast,
but I know it happened perfectly.
We're totally different with class
Own ways, unusual talks but wholly.

I know someday, I'll let the world see.
How happy I am to be with you.
Can't wait to tell them you're my baby
And I hope you feel the same way, too.

I love you, Jeiel ♥

RENZI ARRIOLA
August 8, 2017 / 3:35PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

To my dearest Choi ❤

Old routines, me myself and I. Standing on my own with nothing to expect something new in my every days. And then the story started to change when I got to know you. You made me realize that fairytale love stories do exist but with imperfect twist. I'm so blessed and thankful that you came into my life. I almost believe to myself that there will be no serious man alive and then you came, unexpectedly. You opened my eyes that you are there, the one I'm longing. The one I'm dreaming. The ONE that I know will never come. You made me believe that the standards I'm carrying is all woth it. Thank you for bringing more colors to my life. It will be the start of everything. All the pain, all the heartaches, all the lessons I learned from love is all worth it. Because now, NOW is the time that you'll shower me the love I think all people deserve. You were the first person who made me cry because of joy. 😍 I really prayed for this, and He gave me you! Thank you so much! I love you! ❤ Please don't get tired of me. 😊

June 14, 2017

Thursday, May 11, 2017

Shitty Experience

For all the times I spent without you
were the times it was cold and good
Stars wont shine but the sun comes up
No pressures and no more plop.

We truly separated ways,
just facebook where you are vain.
I never felt hate, only pain
But t'was before, no to claim.

Posted a portrait of myself
No intentions, just to share
And then you suddenly pops up,
All I felt was my heart out of shelf.

I dont know why I am happy
I cant explain these heartstrings
Yes, you were there and I am here
And we never chose to be near.

I don't know why I am wearing this,
I don't know why I am waiting,
I don't know why I am standing here.
I really don't know, all I know is just you will never come and you never take your last words seriously.

After my not so surprising everyday routine,
I felt alive again, I felt uniquely happy.
It's all because of you.
Because you made me believe that you are true.

But you are not. Maybe because it's me, you will never take me seriously. I'm asking myself why. Why I am feeling this way? Do I really deserve this? I never treated you like shit. I never play with your feelings like you always did to me. I don't know why I always close my eyes and opens my heart to you. You are my every wrong that I am willing to take all over again without correcting any of it. I felt you dumped me. I felt unimportant. I felt that i am JUST your "past time" when things get worse. When you don't have any to lean on to or to cling. I hate this feeling. The feeling of taken for granted. You know why? Because I never did anything to feel this way in return.

I wrote this because I wanted to free my feelings. And if ever you read this, thanks for making me feel like a trash. Bull shit! Here's to more of your games! 🖕

This will be the last time I will open my heart to you. I don't have time for your shits. Thank you for this lesson, though. See you around my player man.

Friday, April 7, 2017

Hey!


Unexpected Congratulations! 🎉👏

I really can't contain my happiness. Di pa masyadong nagsisink-in saken lahat. Sobrang nabigla ako. Hahaha! I actually felt really surprise pero yung feeling na hindi ko alam ano irereact ko sa sobrang tuwa pero nakakagigil kasi nagoodtime ako. Haha. Mixed emotions pero mas umangat yung feeling na super nakakaproud!

I actually know that April 7 is the Graduation day and never ko nang minessage yyng bestfriend ko coz I know that it would make his feels heavier. So talagang di ko na inopen-up. Last April 6, he sent me a message saying this...

So after that message, i let him nalang.Kahit di sya magreply, it's fine. Then a while ago, Exactly April 7 in the afternoon... I will let our convos tell the whole story of this blog post.



Woaaaah! So ayun!! Sobrang nagulat ako kasi nakatoga. May nakalagay na "GRADUATE" sa gilid! Sobrang di ko alam irereact ko. Kasi iniisip ko baka joke lang. Pero he sent me more proofs! Woaaah. All hardwork paid off! Sobrang saya ko. As in! Yung feeling na mas masaya pa ko nung nalaman kong graduate na sya compare nung ako ang gumraduate Hahahahahah Super proud bestfriend!! Super! Maybe kaya ganito kasi ang dami rin namin pinagdaanan bago makarating sa road na to. Road to Diploma, Road to GRADUATION. This was all our dreams. This is what we aim. And Look, we made it! WE FINALLY MADE IT! hindi nga lang sabay, but.. What matters most is we wore that same black toga and graduation cap! Waaaah! I AM SO PROUD OF YOY BEST. alan kong alam mo. Hahaha Hindi mo man mabasa but I know you knew it! Thanks be to God! Thanks for your guidance. Thank you so much! Kudos Baste! Hoping to see you soonest wearing those big smiles from our success!