Showing posts with label unexpected. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unexpected. Show all posts

Saturday, August 19, 2017

FACT. CHECK!

I agree, sayang nga talaga si Caleb bilang jowa mo. If only matino sya. Or okay lang naman kung di sya matino. Pero nalabas talaga na may halaga ka lang kasi may benefits.

Narealize ko, di ka nga siguro balak seryosohin nyan. Kasi kaya di ka nyan niligawan kasi di nya gusto ng commitment. Gusto nya lang ng kalandian after breakup. Normal sa mga lalaki yun e. Yung kalandian after masaktan. Like see, ngayon diba? Proud to say sya na ano ka ba sa kanya, di ka naman niligawan. Di ka naman girlfriend. La namang kayo. Successful sya dun kasi parang right decision na di ka nya niligawan.

Siguro sa 2 months na meron kayo, akala mo love yung nakikita mo. Pero more of kaya sya nageeffort kasi masaya sya. Nawawala yung mga stress nya sa buhay habang kausap o kasama ka.

Kaya nahurt sya nung nang-iwan ka. Kasi panglandian ka nga lang diba? So expectation nya e sya ang magliligwak sayo. Pero sorry, naunahan mo sya.
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Kaya please lang, wag tayong papagago sa gago. Kung alam mo nang may mali, LEAVE. Wag mo na isugar coat! Tama na. Kasi dun lang mageend up. Dun lang din mapupunta. You don't deserve a bullshit!

Friday, October 17, 2014

Stop the Feelings

What am I feeling? I feel so afraid to continue what I am feeling. Di ko alam kung kaya ko ba 'to icontinue.

These past few days, I have this doubts, hesitations and questions about what is the real score of my heartstrings. It just came. Suddenly, I started to feel affected, jealous, demanding. I don't know why.

Before, we've been through this everyday agenda. We do it for so long and it just happened that I feel something weird. I started to feel some butterflies inside my stomach and I can't help it. I don't want and I don't want. You know why? Because I can't lose him. I won't.

Everyday I am praying that my babee would also fall inlove with me, he's the one telling me to STOP DAYDREAMING OF WHAT YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW WILL NOT HAPPEN. From every moment I wish that Babee must do this to me, must appreciate me. He's the one fulfilling it. He's the one who never bothered to be with me, never stop listening to my pointless dramas. He make some time for me, he treats me. Maybe he's just my REAL bestfriend. My true bestfriend whom I should put my time and efforts first. And I am thankful that he's there. <3 p="">
But lately, I feel so affected. I hate it. Pag pinagpatuloy ko 'to. Hohopia nanaman ako. Kaya sana di na matuloy kasi alam ko naman ako nanaman ang mahuhulog wala namang sasambot. Lol.