Questions

Minsan you're just trapped in a matter of fact. You're just stuck on your everyday routine. Sometimes, naiisip ko why am I still single? Pero it's not a question lang na basta bastang masasagot. Madaming reasons why I am still single, Maybe it's because I can do everything all at my own. O kaya naman, hindi fit na maging taken ako ngayon. Isipin nyo yung mga positive bakit kayo single hindi yung nagmamaktol ka dyan dahil lahat ng kaibigan mo taken at ikaw? NGANGA. Oh well, You're young! You're free! You can be like them or even better someday. Wag kang atat!

Pero minsan, naiisip ko. Bakit kaya ganon? Bakit kung sino pa yung taong mahal mo, di ka naman gusto? Bakit kung sino pa yung pinapangara mo pinaghihirapan mo hindi ka mapansin pansin? Nakakainis diba? Nabiktima kasi ako nyan. Yung tipong pinaghirapan ko sa iba rin pala mapupunta tapos ako? Di nya ko pansin. Tipong andto lang ako nakikita nya as "KATULONG" lol. Masakit din naman kase eh diba? hahaha! Kainis. Pero iniisip ko nalang, kaya siguro ganon kasi siguro pag napansin nya ako, mas magiging komplikado ang lahat. Baka mahirapan ako lalo o kaya naman baka mas masaktan lang ako. Everything has a purpose tandaan nyo yan. Kaya kayo kung may problema kayo. WAG NYONG SINESERYOSO....

Lalo na kung lovelife? Hay nako! Ang dami daming mas mabigat na problema kesa sa love life. Ang dami daming mas kailangang unahin kesa jan sa pangarap mong lovelife. Yang problema mong yan. Kaartehan lang yan! Maging mas maayos ka. Gawin mo kung ano yung dapat mong ginagawa hindi yung kung ano ano ang pinagiisip mo at nagmumukmok ka kase wala kang lovelife!

WAG PAKATANGA te!

Stop the Feelings

What am I feeling? I feel so afraid to continue what I am feeling. Di ko alam kung kaya ko ba 'to icontinue.

These past few days, I have this doubts, hesitations and questions about what is the real score of my heartstrings. It just came. Suddenly, I started to feel affected, jealous, demanding. I don't know why.

Before, we've been through this everyday agenda. We do it for so long and it just happened that I feel something weird. I started to feel some butterflies inside my stomach and I can't help it. I don't want and I don't want. You know why? Because I can't lose him. I won't.

Everyday I am praying that my babee would also fall inlove with me, he's the one telling me to STOP DAYDREAMING OF WHAT YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW WILL NOT HAPPEN. From every moment I wish that Babee must do this to me, must appreciate me. He's the one fulfilling it. He's the one who never bothered to be with me, never stop listening to my pointless dramas. He make some time for me, he treats me. Maybe he's just my REAL bestfriend. My true bestfriend whom I should put my time and efforts first. And I am thankful that he's there. <3 p="">
But lately, I feel so affected. I hate it. Pag pinagpatuloy ko 'to. Hohopia nanaman ako. Kaya sana di na matuloy kasi alam ko naman ako nanaman ang mahuhulog wala namang sasambot. Lol.

Confused

Ughhhhh. And I don't know what I'm feeling. Super confuse. Help me please! Paranoid!

kung ano man 'tong nararamdaman ko, sana tama. sana di nanaman hopia. hahahaha! Chos.

"she knows me so well."

In Doubt (Falling Unexpectedly)

I don't know if Im inlove, if Im falling or its just a fancy thing called crush.

Im still in doubt. Doubt kase di ko alam kung nafofall ba ako or ewan. Hayy. Iba na ren kase nararamdaman ko pag di nya ko napapansin. Pag may snsbe syang sweet. Kinikilig ako konte. Pero pag naman may kasama syang iba di ako ganon nagseselos. Dati tlaga wala lang, pero ngayon. Minsan may konting konting kurot na. Pero di pa ren matalo yung dun sa isa. Nagtataka lang ako bat nararamdaman ko to. Haha!

When we're together sobrang okay. Minsan sweet. Minsan gentleman. Sympre iba pag sa personal. Mas okay kame. Nagsmula to nung nagkasaman kame eh. Hayyy! Why do I feel this? Why am I? Am I falling?

Falling again.. Falling without catching. Oh well, that's my life decription and I'm very used to it.



IM STILL HOPING THAT IF I FALL AGAIN, THERE'S A GUY WHO WILL CATCH ME. WHENEVER I'M TOO HEAVY. 😁👊

Maps - Maroon 5

"Maps"

I miss the taste of a sweeter life
I miss the conversation
I’m searching for a song tonight
I’m changing all of the stations

I like to think that we had it all
We drew a map to a better place
But on that road I took a fall
Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

I hear your voice in my sleep at night
Hard to resist temptation
'Cause something strange has come over me
And now I can’t get over you
No, I just can’t get over you

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh oh

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest time
Oh, I was there for you
Oh, in your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads IIIto you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

The song gave me so much to remember one person. A SONG FOR YOU. 

Pretty Man

I just watched a Serye. Koreanovela. "Pretty Man" and it really made me realize so many things.

Umpisa palang, gusto ko na talaga mapanood 'tong Koreanovela na 'to. As in. Kasi crush na crush ko talaga si Jang Geun/Keun Suk. Basta noon palang den mahal ko na tlaga sya. Hihi. And i don't have any idea na sobra pala akong makakarelate dito.

Bettina, herself. Ako yun. :'( A person na sobrang inlove kahit na alam nyang di sya makikita ng taong mahal nya. Basta, she's just there and ready to help Marty in everything kahit pa irisk nya ang buhay nya.

Si Marty naman ay yung lalaking gusto g gusto ko. He has plenty of girls. Ang dali nyang napapaibig ang mga babae. Sobrang galing nya. Maappeal den kasi eh, kaya hindi mahirap.

Pero yung David? Wala. Pero sana nga meron din akong David.

Ang ganda nung story. Kasi alam mo na from the start na nagugustuhan na ni Marty si Bettina. Hindi nya lang maadmit sa sarili nya kasi he's shy. Minsan tuloy naiisip ko, baka ganto lang den ang nangyayari samin no? Hahaha ang lakas ko magassume.

Pero ang difference nito sa buhay ko, si Marty at Bettina may happy ending. Kami, wala. We're just stuck kung ano kami ngayon. Pero Accepted ko na 'to lahat. Masaya na ko. Mahal ko sya. I love him. Sobra. Pero I already accepted the fact na di na kami maglelevel up. I'm just here nalang for him forever and always. Taga ayos ng gusot. Taga linis ng dumi. Taga sambot kung ano man ang problema nya. Ganon ko sya ka love. Pero kabaligtaran non, ganun naman sya sakin. Hehe. Ang sakit diba? Pero ayos lang.. maybe it just meant for me. IM ONLY THE BESTFRIEND, NOT THE PERSON TO FELL INLOVE WITH.

The story taught me so many things, some of these are..
1. DON'T GIVE UP
2. FOLLOW YOUR HEART
3. EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS 'COZ MAYBE SOMEDAY YOU'LL REGRET IT
4. DIFFERENCE OF LIKE AND LOVE
5. STRATEGIES TO SUCCESS
6. BEING MOTIVATED
7. LEARN TO ACKNOWLEDGE ALL THE LOVE THAT WAS GIVEN TO YOU.

it's a good korean serye. I love it and will watch it all over again.